Latest creations. I have made wreaths, buttons, headbands, rugs, felt flowers, hats, scarfs, fabric flowers, leg warmers, boot cuffs boot socks and ear warmers. The last 48 hours have been CrAzY! Yay for cold weather. It's a good time of year for those who can whip up something to keep ya warm. ;) on that note...........don't expect to hear from me till March.
A big ole' Hail Yes to my Rebelkchild friends. See that piece around his neck? Yep, you guessed. Rebelkchild original. Thanks for a great weekend gals. Just today did I catch up on sleep!
Finally after several terrible no good very bad weeks I persuaded a sitter and got out of this house for the weekend. We visited Graceland, which was a check off my Bucket List. We done a little shopping at Opry Mills which was worse then being home these last few weeks. The best thing outa that shopping trip was a great pair of Minnitonkas I've been dreaming of for weeks now. And ended with a quick trip back to BG to spend a while with the best people on Earth.
I'm not going to go into detail of the excuses I have for not blogging the last couple months. It's not important. Just know I've missed it terribly and intend to get back to it ASAP. Enjoy the video. I'm sorry about the bad song quality but it was all available for me to illegally download.
Something happen yesterday and sparked a thought. I won't mention names because I don't want to hurt feelings and step on toes, even though I really should not care much about upsetting this particular person.
First lets put the events of yesterday into perspective. Please know that they are related. Only by nature.
When I was a teen I had a high school crush the same as every other gal my age. It's safe to say I was eat up with a boy and for several years and the feeling not were not exactly mutual. I was used as a trophy. Paraded around when he needed truck seat candy or arm candy. When it came to really settling down and seriousness it was a no go. Eventually I became the go to gal when he needed a ego boost or a shoulder. Each time he came running for one of these things the thought was always in the back of my mind that maybe he was going to stay. Change. Be satisfied with me longer then a couple days. Finally after piecing myself back together about forty times I shook him off. I stopped answering calls and stopped answering the door. When his name was brought up in our circle I simple walked away. It took me 7 years.
Around the time he exited my life another man entered. Not a boyfriend figure but someone who's attention I longed for. I tried everyway I could think of to grab his attention and hold it but I failed at every attempt. Like the teenage crush, he popped in and out and never blinked. It always left me in shambles. As the years have passed I have learned how to take the "pop in's" for what they really are. But, these days, and yesterday.......he hit me where it hurts by "popping in" by means of my children. I know most of you are extremely confused and this post makes no good sense. I guess it's simply a documentation that I can look back on and remember how I felt this day. It's not fair. To use my children as trophy's. To brag to others about them as if he played any part in the young men they are growing into. As if they would even know him if they met him on the street. Part of me wanted to grab up that "pop in" and run with it. I almost suggested a visit. But then I remembered what it felt like to be young and long for the attention of someone only to be disappointed and left feeling not good enough. Not only could I not do that to myself, but certainly not to my children. The days of me making exerting myself to have a relationship with this man are over. If he wants to trophy me or my children around then he needs to put forth the effort. Honestly, I have swallowed the fact that that will never happen.
Vacation is over. We are home. I now need a vacation from last week. The kids were fantastic for the ride down last Sunday. All smiles and giggles and glory. Monday morning was amazing. We arrived around sunrise and Danny and I were even excited to to be in Mobile Walmart at 430 a.m.. Everyone played on the beach all evening and in the pool then retired to their own room and slept in their own beds. It was as if Angels were singing and flying around their little heads. I could see a halo above Eli. Tuesday morning was similar to Monday but Tuesday evening the bottom dropped out from under it. The glory and angels was then hell and demonic creatures. Had it not been for Kerry I'm certain we would have given up and came home on Wednesday. Everyone but Evyn wanted to go home and he took it in spurts. We visited the Sea Lab and Fort Gains to try and keep them busy and happy but it was short lived. Danny and I slipped in some house hunting and a couple childless meals. We designated every night for quite walks on the beach after the kids gave up the griping and slept. I have several Nikon photos posted on FB. Check them out.
We stayed at the Holiday Isle this year and were super pleased with our condo. Last years was lovely for our first experience with a condo but this one was even nicer. The indoor and outdoor pool came in handy when tying to please all for hetherns. The more options the better. Kerry had her own space to retreat to. The boys had their own beds and no one had to share. Of course by night two I was on the sleeper sofa with Zackary because one night with his brothers was his limit. By the time I remembered to photograph our condo it was already a mess. Excuse the laundry and clutter please.
Fort Gains was really cool. Of course it was Danny's idea. Mine was the Sea Lab. (photos on FB) The boys enjoyed the Blacksmiths much more then the pickled sharks. Ugh.
Now it's back to the daily grind. Happy 2nd day of Fall.
We had a time avoiding the Moon Jellies. They eat us up!
Woodchipper, these pants came from Blue Revival. Love love love! I also took home a pair of the shoes with the yoga mat souls. Amazing!
Peyton figured out the Boogie Board stuff by day two. And has the scars to prove it.
Takes my breath!
One of my favs.
Our savior of the week! We love our Kerry!
I told him to take a photo with me and act normal.